my surreal dream is fast becoming an unbearable nightmare.

i wish i could be not so depressed-like. believe me, i really do try. just without much success. you know what they say about at least you try? it's not all that true. okay stop i will, before i stop making sense. hmm i should be numb by now, by right. but i've already figured it out. more often than not it's the by left that gets its way. wooohoo if you think you understand what i'm saying, please go see a shrink.

was reading colossians today. absolutely made sense to me. God works in wonderful ways. i believe He won't bring me somewhere He can't take me out of.